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Interim
It’s fading slowly but surely my friends..
it’s really still unclear to me, if it can even be cured…

So I’ll sit and ponder how will it be.. I get down upon my knees
for understanding to come to me.
I’m frozen, and I cannot move… I cannot fathom what’s up ahead….

So I search for all the answers, yet find it becomes less clear..
Do I just accept this fate of mine, or just simply hope it will be fine, someday..?

It’s even deeper than this my friend.. Oblivious to so many, but reality to others..

You know that reality, of our mortality..
Are we just to hold it in, pretend,
that it’s okay, from day to day..?

I’m afraid it isn’t working anymore…
It only becomes worse and unravels my stability..
It will never be the same again and all the things that were before, will never be anymore…
Something new ahead I know, but will it bring me to that place, of peace in my mind…?
where I can be, who I am, to be?

Will you take my hand and lead me there, to where I need, and want to be?
Can I take my memories, and will you hold us all in those times, when it is dark and we are lost…?
The rainbow is God’s promise I read..
so I ask you, can I behold this magnificent beauty just one more time,
and can I feel the warmth of the summer sun, and feel the gravity of the moon?

All these things I ask of thee…

Please take me there and talk to me of love and better things to be..
Is it possible I could have missed what’s it really all about..?
Did I live my life at all, like Jesus did..
Or did I only care, about only myself?

It’s not really easy to look back.. Can I say I did my best?
Can any of us look back, and not feel we may have not passed that test..
Did you, and did I…?
It’s a question that needs to be asked, or maybe it just…. should be asked..
Did I care enough? Did I love enough?
Was I there for you…? I’m not so sure anymore..

I think I missed so many opportunities
and now I am left to face the mess…
what can I do, and what can I say…
is it too late?

I don’t want to be so bitter anymore.. I want to know the truth..
I want the truth to set me free.. give me the serenity to let it be….
Please…. come to me…