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I used to be a Christian. I come from a very religious family (read pastor’s kid). I stopped believing a few years ago, and I am finding it hard to find a centre in my life. I don’t want to live a life which I don’t believe because I won’t follow it passionately and I hate dishonesty. I’m finding it hard to fully let go as I don’t have a framework to follow. I wish I believed in a sense, because I appreciate the community and structure which comes from faith and church, but I’m bored to death listening to sermons, in bible studies (not that I go to either anymore). I still feel I’m missing something deeper though, but I find I can’t move forward in either direction, either to God or away from God. Does anyone have any wisdom for me?
-Zoe