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I’ve been away from CCnet for a year or more. I’d like to start using my old nick again, which I see is still registered here. But I can’t find my old password, and my old email provider is now defunct…so even if my old password could be remailed to me, it would go to the old registered email, which is non-existant now.
Is there a way? I liked my old nick alot, be kind of sad not to be able to use it now. Any help would be appreciated. FurbyDad, Montana, US